From Drew to Suzie

Daunting…
the things I should have said to you.
When I think of you there, alone
and me here, alone
for nothing but pride….
That’s all gone now;
my pride in work,
my sense of self worth
even my sense of self.
If I had stayed, we would be happy now.
But now… the thing I’ve become…
If I tried to go home now,
would you even let me in the door?

The challenge, should you choose to accept it, is to write a story in exactly 55 words. Flash Fiction 55 is hosted by the G-man, a host with the most.